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Thrive in Ashes

by I Divorced Life

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Idiom 04:49
It is never good enough I’ll break my back ’cause when it freezes up you’ll know I won’t be here, we’ll... Dance around the pain - force our way it’s all there is - we’ll jump the hoops and bury all the darkness Bright red light it’s the end it’s coming Be prepared for the last big struggle Then let go - Let it all just slip away We’ll never look back All this time we have dealt and coped with hurt - now we see a way out of the cave with its shadows and oh the surface is ever so different Every time I see the cracks my eyes get scorched while both my hands they tremble and my knees turn useless Heart is racing lungs are sleeping Let it all go Be all you can be and take the road out of here Bleed out - I don’t know Idiom - What it is We are - And soon Lead us – Out of here Idiom – You are gone I am – Not there Break off – Cut it down Idiom - Let us be We used to like it Bleed out - Ýou don’t know Idiom - What it is We are – The end
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It all appears Oh! It is all my fault! Do you feel safe? We will be here for a while... Wasting your breath and we all go down and we're Dumb as we fuck and we eat and we die! Change everything while we kill ourselves and we Eat and we fuck and we die! Will you be my little word? Some things are best left to die Anyone can make it shift
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Electricity 05:34
Black and blue is all I know Trees are crumbling At my feet Does this mean I’m dead? Electricity Fills me Every minute burning up Three on a row – shoot Vile! When I feel this urge Kill me Everything is falling down Bring me close to you Can I ever give or take? No one is resistant to Death - we are the same When I walk the streets Kill me Every second Suffocate Vile! Today My face will stay the same I can feel it moving Changing Fading This day The earth won’t stay the same We can feel it moving Changing Fading Today my face will be the same I can feel it moving Changing Fading
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TRASH 04:28
Summer’s just begun You’re off somewhere new I hope it’s good Exchanging anxieties for worn out pain Please breathe; oh why will you not breathe? Are you too focused on the pleasure of it all? Summer’s just gone by You went somewhere new I couldn’t see Anything Except that worn out old pain Please do Allow yourself to dwell On everything that was And all the things You wished I could have been Summer went so fast You went off alone I didn’t want to go Far too long and strenuous to walk that far Just to find the same that always was You’ll always be alone I cannot count on you to Be my friend You’ll go somewhere good I’ll trail behind So far back You’ll strain your neck Don’t look for me You bet I wouldn’t dare To follow you back home To where I once belonged I think I’ll remain here I thrive in these here ashes Waste inside your flesh – of it all I Waste inside your flesh You wouldn’t dare to say I waste inside your flesh - of it all Brain – you wouldn’t waste it War – you couldn’t sing Rip my arms off Peel my skin off Hurt my pride and See that you will Tear my eyes out Break down my will Snap off my wings This is living Please let me be This is all I can see No one’s meant to Do this all alone I’ll just go No please don’t go Let’s just (…)
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Holy Regret 03:34
Someone might say Why'd you let it slip? Why'd you let it go away? It is piercing through my skull Holy regret Things were all lined up in A perfect circle Bravery is hard to find Who is to say What kind of memories I'd have today if I had only gone for gold? Pray for everything to change I'd love to Bring the best out in myself All lost Fiercly killing all that's mine It's tragic Blindly leaping out into Nothing Tragic circumstances It is now all lost I will make it go away Why are you not there? Sitting on the bed It is not white, no Even though it was before Doors should always be locked
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Shove me down this flight of stairs Cut my throat and watch me bleed out Bring your mercy when you Put the noose around my neck Oh hell Shoot me too Trick my mind then crush my head Bite my nails and burn my clothes now Bring your mercy when you Put me out of my misery You’ll see It’s best that way Fire blazes through my lungs Water drowns out all the screaming Earth is where I’m laid to rest When it is time Warm, moist, darkness It is my home All that fighting wore me out Never did I ask to be here Bring your boots we shall soon Go our separate ways Goodbye Will you set me ablaze? Watch me fly and Flee from this rot You did not know That I Wanted to live Did you ever want to See me escape this dark cage? Bring me solace... And a rifle! All this time I died while You severed my mind You’re crazy love me Don’t kill me Just wait! Bring me death As you go Won’t you just Bring me luck As you go
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Really now - shouldn't we just all abide by what they say, friend? If we don't, we will get our asses handed to us - big time! It's a shame - if we don't participate we'll get left outside Come on now - do we really want to cut ourselves off from that? I'm sure we don't... See me now - everything is soaked in gasoline – match, please Hear me now - everyone is locked up tight and we'll get started The moon is bright - I do only live when it is night time I am sure - how can I? Wasting my time - I'll do as I please Breathing my mind - I'll waste your time – too! Screaming my plight - Let's just watch it fall... Wasting my time - I'll do as I please Breathing my mind - I'll waste your time – too! Wasting my time - I'll do as you s please Screaming my plight - Let's just watch it fall...
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Get on up off your seat and Brush your hair, take a pill and Mold that smile to your face and Shine, even though that it fries me DO WE EVEN LIKE OURSELVES? Shoe goes on only the left foot Fingers go way inside your throat DO YOU EVEN LIKE YOURSELF? Puke comes out into the toilet Smile, even though that it kills me DO I EVEN LIKE MYSELF? Gloves come off, smash your fist into walls, repeatedly, that'll make my day a joy -Oh there's so much joy Wouldn't you believe it it's the very same, the people who are DEAD If they had a choice they'd take it back to get a halo Wouldn't you believe it it's the other half, the soul that left to DIE Never did I tell them to endure all the flogging

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Lost songs that were found but continued being lost. Happens.

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released July 11, 2014

All songs written, performed and produced by I Divorced Life

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Experimental sound artist based in Hamburg, Germany

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