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Trois

by I Divorced Life

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1.
Save you from your enemies it's as if everything's gone dry To be fading in this world means nothing as it all goes by Walking out in the cold damp night with the light burning in your eyes Screaming crows fly away fom you and their wings make the strangest noise as the night turns bright Hostile towards all this non sense Tippitoing 'round the bends just for your sake Bright red light through the crackling sky and you know that your time has come You look up but they're all gone now leave a mark so they know you were here and you know you were there Inside I know It's my head In this motion/notion I will break you off me stay off don't you come back
2.
Wasting precious time on trying to impress you Sad is this waste how indifferent can a person be? Fire is put out Joy is drowned and hope is flushed away forever No more contact Tell me I'm okay and that I have your respect Why is it that everything that I do is so wrong? I'm the same flesh & blood as you are Are we one? Talking about me behind my back It compares to a stab Pointless gestures Trying to be nice and what do I get Something The jaws of life I get Nothing But the feeling of my worthlessness No more acting Everything is fine and dandy just as long as I don't speak my mind This won't ever change I know Let me go
3.
I should tie you up in ribbon Like a gift from my muse I should wrap you in blue tin foil We will lift this burden
4.
Bits of despair are flushing down the drain into rivers of good luck and hope could it be this place has changed its face and now wants me to be a part of the fun Have looked around and I have yet to see what I missed but maybe this is it could it be my luck has turned for once and I am part of life itself and its fun I should tie myself in chains but oh my word is the savoir I should put myself in search of truth but it is way off in the distance
5.
Erasing 03:15
You took my self esteem and trew it down the waste bin along with my pride Would you let me keep my thoughts to myself no nothing was sacred back then M-M-O I took your blow I'm rising from ashes M-M-O I took your blow Erasing - you are? How come you're still alive you're not loved by anyone You fail to deserve anything This is my final word my enemy be gone gone for good out of my life now
6.
180 Ibs. 04:27
180 pounds of pure evil Viscious intensions filthy agenda Are you the devil? Or just a lost soul? Nothing relieves you of my hate towards you You had me at "hallo" for me much needed one touch one night But soon the fear began I was too weak and you had acting skills academy award I tried to give you all the best of me and much beyond Egoistic face your heart is frozen and mine almost died because of you So much darkness for so long Never before Have I Been fooled into Believing a fiend just wishing for craving my life This is evidence Just for myself I got out of the fire Shoo Devil Be gone for good and let me forget your face
7.
As We Wait 01:38
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Just Indulge 04:44
Comb your hair and follow me into the light sweetheart Let us have some past time Not much light but we're alright We should just indulge in all the wickedness in here Can you guess what my game is? Look outside there's no sunshine We share the flesh and we like it for reasons that Will not concern any other than us Check the stamp Play ball and call my name it is all in vain Waste my trust just free me with you
9.
Mélancholie 04:43
Trey of burned out old smokes I'll stay Here in My own nostalgic fit always no way Out of melancoly this time proves to be of significance to me re-membering Those who have crossed my path and filled me with joy I will watch myself go back to those days When I ran all around blissful Nothing Could bring rain on my parade Most days Were just Something to treassure for dark times like now useful Tools I work with to bring my joy back memories
10.
Down here I'm looking up up on all that is real I don't know what to do with my life Inside I'm safe with me Feeling evil ever stronger and more fierce Is this task for me? Funny how it seems to me thing are not how they should be my life, be my soul I'm my savior How can it be I'm so out of place traps, death, blow all over Will I have to go through obsticles with my head intact and alive Will I have to go through hell alone and face my self in the depth Could you please help me just a bit when the time is closing in on me?
11.
When I call you up I know you won't be where I had hoped to find you but then I just cry and shout at myself for being weak It is a problem solver everytime ...Except when I feel stronger I lash at you for being a coward and a star Star star in your own show a show with viewers who're just as fake and shallow as you are Make it just make it Fly off and be the sole one to see art as it should be cor... rect me if I'm wrong and you're right You told me and you are the star Star star in your own show A show with viewers Who are just as fake and shallow as you are I am struggeling not with the possibilities no but limits it's more like hell and guess who brought it up And made my love into a hate more spiteful than anything I've ever come to fight with in my life I will accept All your dirty ways but I Know you'll someday be Headless! I shall welcome you into my home but I Tell you you will have to Behave! Every time I think of opening my door You throw a bucket of s... my way! I am clean now You are dirty cowardly don't you ever just feel bad?
12.
Cut cut cut them up into little bitties makes for a good show blood is getting nearer Waste waste waste of flesh I am not allowed to line them up a window Feasting on their eyes and their Hair hands legs knees Every juicy part of them is going into my recollection Same blood must mean sin but it is intriguing to mess around with moral deprevation Although I suffer Make it go away I will eat them with my eyes Pretty and guiltless Makes it all the more fun for me to wreck and drive my hurt away with their agendas not even known to them Pick trick sick I am thinking thoughts like these but I like what I see and I can almost taste them My mind is a mess ethics dead and gone now All that is left is urge for fear and madness Save safe save yourself before I get closer How come you're smiling? Oh you know I'm bluffing
13.
In your presence of nonsense pointless remarks and attemps to be funny I call your bluff Your stare is flickering and oh so nervous but here's that absurd humour again to watch your back Ignorance is bliss I guess Stick to it stick to it A brotherhood of laugh and cheer Look within all the way
14.
Poison Drink 06:57
You think that my life is empty just because I don't fill up my body with the poison drink You're wasting your life while mocking and rediculing we the introvert have the edge We can see through you and rejoice that we are not like you are so depraved and empty Still you're able to bring doubt to my mind and make me wonder but not for long It's not that I hate you you're just so pointless in your dead end ways and I am not among you When I love to wonder you make assumptions made from nothing but your silly prejudice and fears Bringing you knowledge I condemn what it is you do and breathe for just flee from my sight Will you please leave me be and just swallow through just swallow through Waste your mind I know You have faded youself into A big vast wasteland Are you waiting for bliss Play your cards right And you know you will Find your saviour in time to escape the flames ride the wave, ride! Watch your back cause everyone is about to see what it is that you do when you lose control, check Your pulse is off place yourself in a casket and make sure that it's sealed real tight Break away!

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The final showdown or something in that general direction. GENERAL DIRECTION!

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released October 8, 2009

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Experimental sound artist based in Hamburg, Germany

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