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This Moment May Last
01:00
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Deep within these trees lies pain
When I taste their roots, crooked
They drank every little tear
Shed by those left behind
Will they even be remembered?
I cannot see a single one
We are every little tear
Buried in moldy soil
If you look more closely
You will see us rotting
In the undergrowth
Soaked in fear and once more
We’ll all be just useless rocks
In the ground
Hail storms
Shear my face
Leaves me blind
For years to come
I will
Never
Open up
And admit
That I want to be
A part of it
No I won’t!
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Is it so bad to care this time?
Is it a shame to watch them die?
I haven't slept so well in years
Please let them all go away
It is not so bad
That I am not as
Sane as I once was
No it's a blessing
It's
No it's not so bad
That I am now
As far off course in life
As ever before
I've found myself in a big mess
A bloody cesspool of junk thoughts
No more will any of this blur
My vision's clear as can be
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If you fear that I will
Flee inside a cave
Just look up and behold my pride
This race is gone
Just to make it clearer
I will show you blood
Heart and soul
Fused into a river
Streaming stronger
Safer
It would be to scamper off
And hide
But these windows they
Tell me to stay in place
Fiercely
I toss myself towards death
To hide
But this angel she
Tells me to stay alive
I might…
How can you be so selfish?
Don’t you think it hurts to lose you? Question:
When did you become so bloody evil?
Did you ever consider me at all? Never?
This here blood is red and my hearts keeps beating harder and harder and weaker and bleaker, tell me:
Won’t you give me a bucket of ice, please?
The most vicious fever will come
And take my life
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It is such a nightmare
I feel as if I’m meant to walk
The earth in fear and terror
One long out of body experience
Are they looking at me?
“What is he thinking” they think
Of questioning me but again
The look in my eyes put them off
Feel what they think
I can see what they thought
I would be like if I ever
Opened the door
Would you want to be mine?
Will you help pay my fine
Would you hate me today
Just save me and
Blame me
For my apathy
My misanthropy
For my misery
For my offbeat glee?
It’s the most curious thing
How I enjoy the darkest of times
In my own derailed way
Cum oh misery, come undone
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Choke and Cry Now
03:11
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So far
Nothing
This ice won’t melt
Blood runs
Upwards
Choke and cry now
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Always I will be here
And you can rest yourself assured that
I won’t break off
Pain is everyday life
And we’ve seen the worst of its kind
We’ll stay right here
In the fire and madness
Watch me drown in your cool liquid
We’ll drink together as we
Carve our hearts out
Here’s mine
Take it and use it wisely
Bring the dead to the marshlands!
Can you imagine if they
Caress our eyes to make us sleep
Inhale
Open your eyes watch me
As I distract you from pain
This place is real
As I’ve already shown you
Soft skin
Ready to burst
And we take it all as it comes
This wound won’t hurt
Only bring us way closer
Watch me swell in your cool liquid
My lungs will be full of soil
Because this heartache is too cliché
We’ll forget about it all
When the dead come to see us
Douse them in blazing ice
Nail our eyes to make us sleep
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Experimental sound artist based in Hamburg, Germany
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