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You Look Sick

by I Divorced Life

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1.
The Salesman 04:17
stop selling your lies stop selling your fucking lies we all know it is a scam and a hoax you can't fool us stop selling your lies stop selling those god damned lies in this world we are lost please hear this: stop selling your fucking lies when the sun sets on this mess all is lost all is gone we are one no one else will know that we all took your word took our time gave our trust we will never be quite the same again stop selling your lies stop selling your fucking lies we all know it was a gift like a pearl stop selling your lies stop selling those god damned lies in this world we are lost please hear this: stop selling your fucking lies when the sun sets on this mess all is lost all is gone we are one no one else will know that we all took your word took our time gave our trust we will never be quite the same again flames will engulf you angels will take you trees will claw at you with their roots flies will laugh at you all night stop selling your fucking lies
2.
a breach in my mind you know I'll fuck it up this preacher is god he knows I'll fuck/fuck it up a treacherous flaw we know I'll fuck it up you're probably right a burning halo whatever you say don't ever bring it up my secret's my own don't ever bring it up your face is a blur I said "don't bring it up" I'll try to comply my hair is burning when I sing nature dies it is a breach in my mind you know I'll fuck it up this preacher is god he knows I'll fuck-fuck it up a treacherous flaw we know I'll fuck it up you're probably right a burning halo whatever you say don't ever bring it up my secret's my own don't ever bring it up your face is a blur I said "don't bring it up" I'll try to comply my hair is burning when I sing nature dies when I love people cry a breach in my mind this preacher is god a treacherous flaw you're probably right whatever you say my secret's my own your face is a blur I'll try to comply
3.
blue plus the shapes makes me want to go insane too much fascination one single mole breaks the pale perfection distant look so full of need I remember that eerie voice chanting "YOU LOOK SICK" too much passion one single syllable will never be enough body parts glued together in a perfect match so far away long gone don't stray too far I'm here why don't you just take a real good look at yourself too much self-hatred funny when I see you do know how to love yourself life is pain yes, I do know that but don't give up not yet blue plus the shapes makes me want to go insane too much fascination one single mole breaks the pale perfection distant look so full of need I remember so far away long gone don't stray too far I'm here
4.
just one more time just one more glance it can't be over 'cause I love you you love you you know it's true when the darkness arrives what happened to your face? where are your arms and legs? you can't be over because I love you I loved us we know it's true when the darkness arrives nothing but nothing please carry me now I'll carry you too please carry me now I'll carry you too
5.
kill me just like you always do she said you laughed and laughed the sun goes crazy every night while the moon just cries wishes it could go away to my hide-out just like I always do she says you sought and sought the moon goes crazy every night while the sun just shouts and cries
6.
Human Deer 03:36
human deer inside fear them all I might cut them up, you say? next second I will be prey wet eyes staring at me now there's not even a sound I won't mutilate them this time this time around angry creatures hating me human deer inside kill them all I might send them off an awful fright tearful eyes through the night cut them up, you say? next second I will be prey wide mouths crying to me now there's not even a sound I can't mutilate them again next time they'll do it to me angry creatures hating me
7.
I dreamt that I woke up this place is all I ever wanted we can hide here you and I are one embracing the old bridge the darkness makes the stars shine bright reflecting oh they're watching over us we can see this dream and feel it although we cannot touch it in despair we call out the waves carry their light crashing into pillars underneath us waves are breaking all is bliss the wind tries to freeze us ice keeps forming all around us skin defending nothing it can do we can see this dream and feel it although we cannot touch it in despair we call out bringing you knowledge I condemn that the fact of life is that everything must come to an end why did I wake up where did our beautiful bridge disappear to? where did the stars go? you will find comfort until you hear what it is I'm trying to tell you don't ever wake up just hear me out now this is how it will end it wastes your mind I know you have faded yourself into a big vast wasteland are you waiting for bliss to appear? play your cards right and you know you will find your savior in time to escape the flames ride the wave ride watch your back 'cause everyone is about to see what it is that you do when you lose control check your pulse is off place yourself in a casket and make sure that it's sealed real tight break away
8.
I'll have it all please just admit it I'll have it all put on display now
9.
Giddy Ghost 05:22
how can I opt out of this madness may I ask? are you for real or are you another giddy ghost?
10.
ailing it's my own fault that I'm in this mess now I better gulp down some more of this inhale and breathe the fire I'm tied to face up to my own flaws save your grace for anyone else but me your grace is flawed going to beat up myself once every day I will mess up myself quite bad failing it's my own choice if you take my word for it I will show you what I can do this twice and fail miserably no one will believe save your grace for anyone else but me your grace is flawed insanity is up in my face laughing all night dancing upon the grave of my life throw it up it is the funeral pyre blazing it's you tainting everything I have lost chasing around my own tail it's the tragedies of life that keeps us going strong don't let them tell you otherwise let me chase you to the void let me chase you in the sky oh I going to beat up myself once every day I will mess up myself quite bad once every day I will mess up myself let me chase you to the void let me chase you in the sky oh I throw it up it is the funeral pyre blazing it's you tainting everything I have lost
11.
Blight 05:29
and you know my name watching everything don't despair, my child and you spoke His name scratch it 'till it's raw now playing cat and the mouse crave it 'till it flees now we despise His name can't we just be friends bring me way out to the sea my boat has sunk can't we just make peace bring me way up to the sky my plane has crashed please cut me some slack I have been dead way too long people never die lest we forget don't tempt fate put the ladder up let me climb there by myself painless breathe the air then tumble down let me do this deed now we're talking to ourselves madness blight concede into the void
12.
Snipe 03:11
THE BIRTH OF ANOTHER BIRD my biggest fear is that one day the egg in her stomach will go through her chest up her throat and out her beak that same shiny beak that's already been stabbed well inside my chest this means that the egg will go inside my body where it will connect to my capillaries and the surrounding tissue within my chest the egg will get stronger and it will grow bigger then one day it will hatch and with its razor sharp wings another snipe will cut its way out of me paralyzed and dismembered I will be forced to spend the rest of my life looking into her warm eyes and accept the fact that my chest and wings suffered from the birth of another bird
13.
Teddy Bear 08:50
there we were trying to make our way through the city when a black cab pulls up out comes a tiny man "cut your hair, you god damned satanists"

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"You Look Sick" is a vulgar, fiery and slightly macabre collision between pop, trash, punk, electro, rock, and noise.

This album marks the revival of 13 previously unreleased songs that were all recorded around the best-forgotten years of 2014-2015 and then left in the vault until this fall.

”You Look Sick” darts between sonic and lyrical descriptions of self-abuse, addiction, inebriation, dream logic, nightmare realities, and obsession. So as always: fun for the whole family.

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released December 3, 2021

Silas Andersen: vocals, synthesizers, drum programming, noise manipulations, samples, guitar

All songs written, performed and engineered by I Divorced Life / Silas Andersen

Cover art by Katrin Köhler (Instagram: @wimpernradio)

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